2 AM and she calls me because I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?"

I have too much time to think. Especially when I stay up until 1:22 AM listening to my Shane and Shane Pandora station and googling lyrics about any adjective that comes to mind so I might find a song that relates to my mood. So to get things off of my mind. I'm going to make a list. I mean, what else is there to do at 1:28 in the morning?

• I really love weird music. Like really. I just discovered Tegan and Sara. I would highhlllyyy recommend them.
• I wish I owned a plane, or a jet pack, or a pair of wings, so I could just fly away to Delaware and bake cupcakes all day
• Life can be scary. Not necessarily "dog-eat-dog" scary, but like, why-am-I-here scary. I mean, I know I'm not on earth to facebook stalk and pet my dog all day. Still figuring that one out.
• I want some popcorn. And m&ms. And Dublin Dr. Pepper. But what else is new?
• Boys can be dumb, very, very dumb.
• When I'm old, I want to be a regular at Grandys. They're going to know my order by heart.
• Why are dogs so smart?
• Pretzel m&ms are DELICIOUS
• Googling yourself is creeeeeepyy
• I'm tired of thinking deep thoughts. They make my brain hurt. Can I just run away from them for a week?
• I really want some animal crackers.
• OR to go to the zoo! Even better! REAL animals!
• I don't really have an attention span right now.
• Auto-correct on my phone has made me so lazy. I just always assume someone is going to fix all of my mistakes.
• I love to tweet.
• I can't wait to Pretty Little Liars to come back on
• its 2:34 and I'm wiidee awake, but I don't know what I'm saying.
• I don't know if any of this made sense, but I think it's about time for me to stop typing. BYEE

Well it kind of hurt when the kind of words you write kind of turn themselves into knives.

Words. They've been a big deal to me lately. They're everywhere. Some good, some bad, some ugly. Everywhere I turn I'm surrounded in a sea of them. They go anywhere from compliments, to sarcasm, to jokes to plain lies. I think my generation don't think about words as much as we should. You never know when your words can make or break a person. The little flaw that you always joke about with someone could actually be their biggest insecurity. A few years ago, I found out one of my friends was suicidal. We actually weren't even that close, but he chose me to confide in. Every weekend I had to convince him not to run away. Every weekend I had to convince him that there was something to live for. Every since then, I've had the biggest fear that one of my words could send someone over the edge. People aren't always how they seem. I just want to encourage you to think about your words. Try to use more encouraging words than hurtful words. Let the mean thought, no matter how many laughs you could get from it, pass through your mind without going through your lips. Love uncontrollably.

Psalm 19:14
May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sight, O LORD, my Rock and my Redeemer.